There was a time in my life when I hated the man staring back at me in the mirror.
I had just come out of surgery. My face was shredded. My confidence was shattered. My identity as a Navy SEAL, a leader, and a warrior felt like it had been ripped away in a split-second ambush that left me bleeding, broken, and battling for my life.
I wasn’t afraid of death.
I was afraid that I no longer had value. That I no longer mattered.
So when people ask me how to learn to love yourself, I don’t answer with some feel-good motivational quote. I answer with truth forged in trauma. Because I didn’t learn to love myself in the good times—I learned it while lying in a hospital bed, wondering if my wife would still want me, wondering if I’d ever lead again, wondering if I had anything left worth giving.
Loving yourself is not soft. It’s not passive. It’s war. And if you want to win that war, you need a strategy.
The Battle You’re Fighting
Let’s stop sugarcoating it.
You’re here because something inside you feels fractured. Maybe you’ve spent years putting others first and lost sight of your own worth. Maybe you failed at something big and let shame write your story. Maybe you were told you weren’t enough—and started believing it.
Whatever it is, you’re battling self-doubt, guilt, insecurity, perfectionism, or regret. I know that battlefield. I’ve walked it. And I’m telling you now—it’s not permanent. You don’t have to live there. You can get off the X.
But you won’t get off by pretending. You’ll get off by training.
Because loving yourself isn’t something that magically happens one morning. It’s something you build. And like any skill that matters, it takes clarity, effort, and repetition.
Why Most People Get It Wrong
Most people try to love themselves through escapism.
They distract. Numb. Compensate. They chase titles, achievements, relationships, followers—hoping something external will fix what’s broken inside. But you can’t outsource self-worth. You can’t Instagram your way to healing. You can’t buy, earn, or fake self-love.
The truth? Self-love is not a feeling. It’s a decision.
It’s waking up every day and saying, “I may not be where I want to be, but I’m still showing up. I’m still in the fight.” That’s love. That’s grit. That’s leadership.
How I Relearned to Love Myself
After my injuries, I struggled hard.
I saw the way people looked at me. I heard the whispers. I felt the pity. And I started internalizing it. I thought, “Who would want this version of me? Who would follow me now?”
But then something shifted.
I realized that the version of me lying in that hospital bed was still breathing. Still leading. Still serving. Still fighting. And if I couldn’t love that version of me, then what the hell did I stand for as a man?
So I started doing the work. The real work. I learned that self-love isn’t built through comfort—it’s built through courage. It’s built by confronting your scars, owning your story, and leading yourself first.
My REACT Methodology for Self-Love
Everything I teach in leadership, resilience, and mindset applies here. You want to learn how to love yourself? You need a process. You need a mission. You need tactical steps.
Recognize Your Reality
Stop lying. Stop pretending. You can’t heal what you won’t admit. Own the truth about how you feel. Say it out loud. It’s not weakness—it’s intel.
Evaluate Your Assets
What makes you valuable? What have you survived? What do you bring to the table that nobody else does? Your scars are your strength. Your pain is your platform. Stop disqualifying yourself from your own life.
Assess Your Options
Keep living in shame… or start rebuilding. That’s your choice. But understand the cost of inaction: another year of self-loathing, regret, and disconnection. Or—growth.
Choose and Commit
Say it: “I will learn to love myself.” Not someday. Today. Then back that up with actions, not just words. Self-love is a muscle. You build it with reps.
Take Action
Start doing things that reinforce your worth. Take care of your health. Set boundaries. Forgive yourself. Speak the truth. Stand up for yourself. Each act becomes a brick in your foundation.
What Self-Love Actually Looks Like
It’s not spa days and bubble baths—though rest matters.
Self-love is showing up when no one else does. It’s saying “no” when it’s unpopular. It’s choosing discomfort over complacency. It’s doing what’s right for you, not what’s easy for others.
Self-love is leading yourself the way you’d lead someone you deeply respect.
If you can fight for your team, your kids, your friends—why can’t you fight for you?
The Ripple Effect
Here’s what happens when you start loving yourself the right way:
You stop begging for validation.
You stop tolerating disrespect.
You start walking in rooms with presence.
You start pursuing what actually matters to you.
You stop apologizing for existing.
And most importantly, you become someone who can lead others better. Because you can’t pour into others from an empty soul. You can’t be the rock for your family, your team, or your mission if you’re crumbling inside.
Tactical Self-Love Training (Real World Reps)
You want to learn how to love yourself? Then train for it.
Start with this:
1. Write a Forgiveness Letter — To yourself. For the mistakes. For the shame. For the silence. Get it out. Then let it go.
2. Audit Your Environment — Who around you reinforces your worth? Who drains it? Start protecting your peace like your life depends on it.
3. Create a Daily Ritual — Five minutes each morning. Say something kind to yourself. Move your body. Focus on growth. Start with one act of self-respect daily.
4. Keep a “Wins” Journal — Every night, write one thing you did right. One thing that made you proud. One reminder that you are not the failure you once believed.
5. Speak it. — Say, “I am worth showing up for.” Out loud. Every day. Until your voice drowns out the noise.
You Don’t Have to Be Perfect to Be Worthy
You’re going to mess up. You’re going to slip. You’re going to look in the mirror some days and still hear the old voices.
That’s okay.
Because loving yourself isn’t a destination. It’s a decision you make daily—even when you don’t feel it. Especially when you don’t feel it.
And you are worthy of that decision.
Not when you’re healed. Not when you’ve earned it. Now.
Take Command of Your Self-Worth
I’m not here to hug you and send you on your way. I’m here to give you a call to arms.
You’ve got one life. One mission. And whether you succeed or fail at that mission will largely depend on one thing: whether you believe you deserve it.
If you don’t love yourself, you won’t protect your time. You won’t speak up. You won’t take risks. You won’t go all in.
But when you do?
You become unstoppable.
So if you want to know how to learn to love yourself, start by deciding you’re worth the fight. And if you don’t believe it yet, then borrow my belief until you do.
Because you are.
Lead always. Overcome all.
